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yes , i really mean it . i do get jealous of every person who get to be with you for everyday while me ? i just got to see you when you come here , only . naah , maybe this is the stupid feeling i have ever had when i'm with you . but just so you know , maybe if you're in my place , you would understand why . i don't know what to do and how to throw away those feelings i felt . maybe it's my fate to be in those situations where i am going to hurt my own self . well , i cannot say much and i don't wanna say much . it's not your fault . i don't blame you for every feelings i felt . but just that , i hate the situation where it is like now . sometimes , i feel like doing the same thing to you . well , you know what i mean sayang . but haihh i hate revenge and i will never want to