when people say "your life is getting better ha" whathefuck mayn you don't even know how i feel i mean you have no rights to judge my life without knowing the things i feel inside . even i think that i can never be happy again . how can you say that my life is getting better ? just shut up . we don't know each other that well . i am really confused with the things i feel . i don't know what i want , too confused . mixed feelings and i hate it like real hate .