Thursday, March 21, 2013

The tears ..

you know the tears, the tears you've been falling for someone you loved the most. and it's like you were wondering if the tears were worth it or you've wasted it for someone isn't worth your tears at all. you know the tears, the tears that explains every single thing how you feel. it's like you're speechless and all you want to do is to cry. not to tell the whole world how you feel but to let go everything inside you. you know the tears, the tears you waste it every night cause it really hurt you inside and you can't sleep but thinking of all the memories you had before. you know the tears, the tears you thought would bring him back to you but all you get is nothing but broken heart. you know the tears, the tears that makes you feel you're the dumbest person ever in the whole wide world because you regret for every mistake you've done. you know the tears, the tears that won't give you anything but pain. you know the tears, the tears that brings you back to the memories and then you smile while your tears are falling. you know the tears, the tears when you see him with another person and it's killing you inside because you hope the person is you. you know the tears, the tears full of hope. hoping that things won't change. you know the tears, the tears of happiness to see him happy but inside you're dying. you know the tears, the tears of you missing someone so badly until you just feel like crying the whole day and night cause you miss the moment so much. you know the tears, the tears when you're at the place that reminds you of every single thing with him, when you're listening to the songs that reminds you of him. you know the tears, the tears that makes you feel stronger somehow. and you tell yourself to wake up because more good things are waiting. but you're too weak. so you keep on crying and waiting for the time to come. and after that, you know you probably won't think about him even for a second because he is just not worth any of your time.



2 comments:

Anonymous said...

i adore you :B

Anonymous said...

this is exactly what i felt bfre,you understand me well :(