a little too much

in the mean time, there's just too much to be forgotten, but it's even more painful to be remembered. they said learn to let go of all the things you keep inside that's the only way but they never taught how. still asking for the same thing to Him & still patiently waiting to be answered.

it does hurt sometimes, no, most of the time! especially when you stumbled upon something made you remember of all those memories. there's just too too tooooo much to be forgotten, those sharing stuffs sharing foods sharing heart sharing every single thing! & wake up each day every morning still can't believe what's happening..